I’m trying! Heh the cappuccino hasn’t kicked in just yet. This week I finally get to play model and get back to doing some awesome photos and videos with an actual photographer! I know I’ve gotten compliments on the girl-next-door feel of my webcam pics and self-videos but sometimes it’s nice just to kick back and enjoy the moment and let someone else snap pics of you. Although I really do love making videos myself, so I hope you guys enjoy them because I enjoy making those the most!

Yeah I know I look so beautiful in this pic haha!

This weekend I said F it and unpackaged more of my collector barbies and played with them. I’m not usually a big toy geek but they’re barbies man! I haven’t played with barbies.. well for many moons. I still have all of mine from when I was little, my mom was the kind of mom that made me barbie clothes and hell she even made me a velvet couch for my barbies that I still have! She’s a rad rad mom I need to find some pink fringe boots like Christian Louboutin barbie has on. Charles you can’t expect to send me a shoe barbie and for me to leave her in the box

I was having the worst kind of day yesterday. Totally bunk. I know I always keep my blog happy and light hearted, but DAMN did I ever have a bad day! But at the end of the day, on the way to the dog park with Jack (that always makes me happy, making him happy) we called the post office after they had closed and woohoo they were still there and said we could come pick stuff up! My hello kitty vans came in and I did a dance in them, they’re my first vans and so comfy. They’re 1/2 size too big, so I’ll just wear thick socks with them or something because I bought them off ebay and ebay is land of no returns :\ The other awesome package made my day, not totally because they are my favourite chocolate, but because of the thought. These bad boys weren’t on my wishlist or anything, Charles remembered from 2 years ago (I think) that I loved these things!!!! He bought me a box of something ridiculous like 62 back then and made my entire summer hehehe. One box is already gone but you can expect that from a girl who had an off day. Thank you, it definitely made me smile

I’ve been feeling creative lately (well.. more so than usual since I always am on the lookout for creating something amazing to me) and have wanted to refinish my mirror. I was going to do it in gold leaf because well, I wanted to turn the black to gold. Through my searches of how to do this, I thought “Man.. it sure would be nice if there were gold spray paint.” Off to google I go since I’m a research junky and voila, there is such a thing! Now I’m going thrift store shopping to find some treasures that I can spray paint gold In my google searches I found this and thought it was soooo sweet!

Haha I know my style is eclectic and not anywhere near the norm of what people like, but it makes me happy. Besides, I need a new coffee table (I’m using my latex kink bench right now) so maybe I’ll just venture out into the forest haha

Hope you are having a great Tuesday <3