So I’ve been thinking lately about the how’s and why’s of Jenna Jameson and her fame.  Since when did pornstars become celebrities?  Since when did little girls aspire to be "just like Jenna!" when they grow up?  When did it become cool to wear shirts with PORNSTAR written across the chest in huge letters?  I’ve of course got no problem with it, but I think it’s a little hypocritical, don’t you?  People look down their noses at Jenna and what she does (or rather, did) but it’s cool to have her on your myspace friends list!  *shakes head*  It’s just hella confusing to me.

While we’re on the topic of careers in adult, I’d really like to talk about something that’s also been on my mind lately.  I get that most girls getting into the adult industry do it for the quick buck, and basically because they can’t hold down another job because no one will put up with their shit.  I get it, I really do.  Princesses need to eat too.  It just blows my mind sometimes when you see someone fucking up a really easy job.  It’s sort of like when you go to McDonalds and you leave with a McChicken instead of chicken nuggets because "Oops the buttons are right beside each other sorry hehe!"  It’s like… are you serious?  Your job is THAT HARD?  *rolls eyes*  This isn’t directed at any one online model, though it did come to mind after watching webdreams with Paris and seeing that OMG life is like, so hard.. ugh.  Sigh.. haha!

On another note, I’ve had sort of a happy-epiphany the other day, realising just how happy I am.  I know that sounds retarded and it probably is, but I love having moments in life where it seems like time stops, you reflect on the past, current, and future, and you’re genuinely happy with how things are.  Lets just say that I’m very excited about my future, woowoo!   Now someone leave me some comments k?

PS – here are my freshly painted toes, and a Kevin Aucoin makeup book I picked up today from my trip to the library!

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