Work it!

Work out time! I want to get my bikini body in gear for summer and for all the awesome bikini photo shoots coming up (that I owe Charles since he bought me enough bikinis to last a lifetime). SO I settled on yoga, since I have a few dvds already and I love the mental relaxation it brings as well. Although a couple of the dvds really don’t bring relaxation.. oh well.


New yoga shorts! Heh I got a ton of yoga clothes from hollister recently.. I may have been doing some online shopping. Hey.. a girl needs to after continually selling her clothes from photo shoots and videos! 😉 That’s my story and I’m sticking to it.

I’ve been doing auctions like a crazy woman lately, as well as trying to eat super clean and go to bed on time. I’ve got to admit, it’s been a little difficult getting back into the swing of things after coming home from a 2 week vacation. It’s sunny outside lately too so it makes me want to lie on my patio in a bikini and do absolutely nothing. The sweetness of doing nothing.. it is nice 🙂 I don’t like how in North America we feel we need to earn relax time. We don’t! What the hell is life about anyway… no one knows so why not just be happy? Spend as much time as you can ENJOYING this life. As I always say, we’re here for a good time… not a long time… 😉

In other news, I’ve been feeling a LOT freakier lately. Like I want to take my camera places and film myself getting off in weird or public locations. Just for fun. Only problem is I don’t have a camera with a flip out screen so I can make sure the video is capturing all of me… have you ever tried to shoot a video of yourself, by yourself? It’s HARD! So I spent today eshopping for a little camera that can do just that, of course in 1080p HD 😉 That’s the only way to fly for my site!

Time for zzzz <3 Night loves

Refresh button

It’s past midnight and I’ve had a long tough day so it’s time for me to hit the refresh button (what I call sleep) but before I do, I wanted to share some photos that made me smile today 🙂


Yep I’m finally home!  I went on a 2 week vacation/family visit.. and it’s almost like I need a vacation from my vacation!  I love family but after a while you just need some alone time to chill out hey?  Last night I got home after an long road trip through the mountains and I’m happy to be home.  I’m going to celebrate tonight by going to see the Avengers in the theatre.  I also came home to Christmas!

I had some gifts waiting from my lovely fans, thank you guys! <3 You sure know how to make a girl feel loved.  Yep I’ve got 2 new toys to play with too, that’ll be showcased in future photo shoots!  I also came home to my package from hollister, I just bought a ton of yoga clothes, teeny little tight shorts yum!

Before the movie, I’ve posted some new auctions today (link:,userProfile/uid,5370)  and need to ship out some panties & signed photos that people have bought since I’ve been gone on vaca.. and maybe sneak in a tanning appointment because my legs could blind someone.  I was thinking of lightening my hair (just blonde highlights) so I don’t look AS pale.. but I’ve been a natural brunette for my whole life so it would be a huge change!  Might not mix with my low maintenance thing I’ve got going on either, hmm.. Anyway I plan on taking this weekend off to relax and eat healthy (you know how it is eating on the road, blech) and next week I’m back to shooting some hot photos and videos for you guys!  I’m SO excited!

Have a great day/weekend <3


Eat this not that

This is my spaghetti night, ground turkey, spaghetti sauce and added spinach, no noodles!

I actually found a site the other day ( that inspired this blog title.  It’s a really cool site, and I now follow them on twitter.  I don’t know why but a few days ago I said, “B, enough. This is not cool.” (I do this every few months.)  I’ve had tummy problems since I was born so I get to eat a very simple diet of fish, turkey, fruit, veggies, and water.  All in all it’s not so bad since it’s all healthy things and the only outcome is me being healthy, no stomach problems…. but also the lack of fun!  It’s not very inspiring to cook with so little ingredients so I live one of 2 ways.  Option 1 (the road less travelled): eat those few things, and eat them seperately with out finding any cool recipes. Options 2: eat whatever I damn well please and screw the consequences!  I’m definitely a 5 year old at heart, and I want to eat cake for breakfast and frosted flakes for supper.  So I end up having my fun but also tummy aches all the time.  Anyway long winded story short, a few days ago I had enough and finally searched out some paleo diet recipes on Stumble Upon!  If you follow me on you’ll know that I am in love with Stumble Upon lately.  I was “meh” for so long about it, not really giving it any thought but my mom suggested it and out of boredom I tried it and now I’m hooked.

I will always love you though, emergency chocolate 😀

On a side note, being away from home and my normal schedule has allowed me to realise a few random things about myself.  Here they are in no particular order:

  1. I really really really love helping people. I think I love doing this more than anything else in life. I get the most pure joy from it!
  2. I love blogging.  I’ve been doing this for 4 years now, and even though I never had a diary growing up I just love doing it!
  3. Eating my born-with-must-do-diet makes me feel REALLY good. Fish, fruit, veggies.. I feel like I can take on the world!
  4. Ergonomic pillows are the bomb. If my house lights on fire, I will run in to save my pillow.
  5. I really need to watch cracking my knuckles around strangers, because I forget that it’s gross and from sitting at a desk all day I (unfortunately) got into the bad habit of doing it often.

So those are my 5 random, probably should be in bed instead of blogging, whatever things for the day.  Also, I got to stare at boobies all day today because I was working on (free access for my members, just go to my main members area and at the top right click the little dropdown box until you see bellagirlfriends.) I’ve honestly just started with girls that I’ve become friends with, but if you want to suggest a girl that you’d like to see pics and vids from just let me know in a comment here or in the bellaforums and I’ll go see if I can get some stuff next week!

Sweet dreams <3


So I’m not doing too good a job having a relaxing vacation, but I do have good news.. I think I may have found a new home!  I still have to talk with people today or tomorrow, but it’s looking pretty good.

I should have known this would happen soon though, my dad took me out for Chinese food the other night….

I love visiting with family but I have to be honest, I’m going to LOVE sleeping in my own bed again soon!  Thank goodness for laptops, I can take my online world with me wherever I go 🙂  You know how it is, when you’re gone on vacation.. although you love the new excitement after a while you crave for your normal routine.  I’ve got some exciting things coming up, just waiting for me to get back to being able to shoot so I can share all these awesome things with you guys.  I’ll tell you my news as soon as I can 😉  I’ve also been going through photoshoots and vids in my site and picking out things to be put up for auction asap! Watch for those new auctions early next week.

Hope you have a great day, and thanks so much everyone for all your good luck wishes on twitter and the bellaforums <3