TGIF! Well I’ve actually not been looking forward to today, so much to do in my house. I’m giving my mom my couch this weekend, and my bro is getting a few things too, time to clear out some furniture for new shoots! But that does mean a couple days of hot, sweaty me moving big furniture in the sun, in my little short shorts and tank top… Haha! Ah well it will get done and they will both enjoy some different/new to them things.

I’m planning on visiting with my family all weekend, it’s definitely over due, we’ve only been seeing each other for an hour here or there the past… year, yikes! So I decided it’s time to put life on hold and make a point to spending some time with them.

I found a surprise by the side of my house yesterday, tulips! I didn’t plant them, I have no idea where they came from.. I keep finding them all over my yard though. These things seriously spread like weeds! This summer I’m planning to make a patio garden (a tall plant stand with veggie and fruit plants in pots) but no flowers since I always end up killing them. So the tulips can stay where they are and look pretty

I’ve been feeling summery lately and kind of like I wanted a slight change, so I booked myself a hair appointment today and just ran with it. I was feeling in a very fun chill out mood so I went with something different! I teased you guys on twitter, no I didn’t cut it short! I’m enjoying my long mane lately so it’s going to stay, I have no plans on changing the length so don’t worry you long hair lovers. I’ve been the dark hair bad girl for so long.. not anymore!

I know, not the greatest quality pic, I snapped it quick with my laptops webcam (aside from today being a no-makeup day). But you get the general idea, I went carmel-y blonde with highlights ahhh! Crazy for me. It’s a total change, one that I’ll take some time to get used to, but I like it!

I grabbed a starbucks very-berry drink on the way home, yum! Give it a try, I bet you’ll like it I am planning on relaxing with the boys tonight in front of a movie, I’ve got a bit of a headache so it’s time to take it easy. Shooting later this week, and lots of craziness around my house… I’ll reveal my big secret late next week why my life is :O right now. Exciting news! xx

Can you believe it? I lost most of this year it seems! It is crazy how time flies sometimes, especially when while you’re experiencing it some times it feels like it’s standing still. If that made any sense.

So life is still nut show for me lately, I think this is just becoming the new norm in my life. So be it, I’m having fun! Spontaneity is good, and it’s allowed me to lead such a wild ride lifestyle up until now. I know a lot of people would think, jees B, settle down and chill out for a while! Or that I might live one crazy erratic life. But I like it, I have fun, and I sleep well at night. Isn’t that all that matters?

Well a few extra things matter..

Ridiculously amazing dessert with no name.. whip cream, coconut, fruit salad, graham crackers… foodgasm is what it should be called.

Pretty little flowers (that won’t die!) to remind me I’m loved, and are small enough to fit on my ridiculously small computer desk.

Relaxing in the sunshine. (Yeah, good excuse to get tits in the picture, but are you complaining?)

So yes life has been crazy lately, and I will expand more in the coming weeks.. big changes are happening in my life Nothing to do with work or my website or anything Bella, everything is the same don’t worry, it’s just personal life. All is good. But for now, thankfully I have a couple days extra to relax and appreciate the small things. Starbucks carmel macchiatos. Playing in the grass and sunshine with Jack. Leaving my door open for fresh air. Movie nights (go see Iron Man 3, it rocked). Going to see my all time favorite friggin’ band EVAR (Motley Crue).

What am I hoping to do in the next few weeks or months? Well, aside from launching a new Bella website or two I want to make a little patio garden, I’m thinking something along the lines of an outdoor bookcase/plant stand, and lots of little vegetable and fruit plants. I see many tomatoes in my future! Lots of trips to the beach too! What do you have planned for this summer?

Here was my week in photos, since it was on again off again with a damn cold for me all week! I spent most of my time recouping, plus my mom came to visit and dropped off a blanket my Grandma crocheted for James and I as a wedding gift. Handmade gifts are my favorite!

Yep that time has come, I’m selling my fun sex toys. Out with the old and in with the new, I have to make room! So, I picked some small pics of each toy I can remember that I’ve shot with, but there are still a lot that I haven’t ever shot with, so if you want one that you’ve seen or have a request for one you haven’t, I probably can help you out. I’ll play with each one again before I send it to you (or not, up to you). Check out my store for more info, click here!