So I finally did it! You guys pumped me up with your comments on one of my last blogs <3 and pushed me to go to the doc finally. I saw a really good new guy at the walk in, he was very thorough and sent me for blood tests tout suite! I went right away and got in really quick, but I swear that needle was HUGE! The biggest they have, promise! OK so I didn’t watch, I have a tough time with needles and psych myself out way too much, to the point sometimes I get light headed because I start breathing too quickly from being nervous. I was a-ok afterwards because I had a yummy Reisen chocolate waiting for me in the car Plus I treated myself to a Tim Hortons coffee! The results will be awaiting me on Thursday when I’m supposed to go visit the doctor to see what he says. I was tested for many things, so I’m hoping that one of them is the reason that I am lethargic almost all the time!

Also… I made a haircut appointment! I didn’t want to, I had almost decided to scrap the idea for another year or so but then at the last minute I said screw it and made the appointment for monday. Now if I actually end up keeping the appointment, that’s another story I love being girly, so I’m not sure why getting my haircut is so nerve racking.. oh wait, it’s because almost every hairdresser I’ve had enjoys taking heaps of hair off my head when I go! Scissor happy is not good!

I also congratulated myself after my blood test with some new makeup (PS – Jack is feeling much better this afternoon!)

My poor baby and I had to make an emergency visit to the vet last night He broke a nail so far up that they had to give him anethetic while they took it off. Ugh just thinking about it makes me want to cry for him! He had been babying his paw for almost a week, and yesterday I finally saw what the problem was, his nail was broken so far up that I could see the white part and the nerve and there was blood ahhhhh poor puppy! I’m such a worried mama :’(

Anyway, so they took it off, and sent us home with some anti biotics so it doesn’t get infected, and some pain meds to take the edge off for the next MONTH!!! Ahhh So sad, I hope he heals quickly and is out of pain soon. He only needs to take his antibiotics for a week though, I just hope he stops licking his paw. Poor little guy is sleeping right under me, he’s been looking up at me for the past week with big doggy eyes saying please help! But I couldn’t find anything wrong. I know my little guy.. I knew something was wrong.. now I’m beating myself up for not taking him to the vet earlier.

Now today I cleared my schedule because it’s doctor day for me… I think. Unless I get there and the place is totally packed… ahh but I should stay. We will see, I really want to get these blood and allergy tests done. Even though today will be more about just getting the paperwork needed to go to a different place to get tests done more than anything. Today is going to be one of those days where you just can’t wait to get through it.. I think this calls for a Tim Hortons coffee treat And… if I’m good maybe some shopping later. Hope you are having a much better day than me, at least the sun is shining!

I’ve been feeling a little mopey lately.. not sad just not enthused. So I remember hearing about 5HTP back in the day, did a little research (click here to check out the wiki) and since it’s a naturally occuring amino acid in our bodies I figured I’d give it a short try. I’ve been sleeping like the dead since I started it! I could do without the vivid realistic dreams, but the quality of sleep I’ve had over the weekend has been incredible. I think a rock band could set up in my living room overnight and I would never know. As for happy, it doesn’t seem to make me happier, just more content. At peace, relaxed, optimistic. So I’m going to keep on with it for a while. It says to take 3 a day, 1 with each meal, but I’ve been doing just fine with 1 with breakfast. I am pretty small though

This weekend I had plans to go visit family but the odd weather called for snow and I didn’t want to chance it on the highway. So instead I went out looking for a terrarium but couldn’t find one, and instead came across an awesome pink water bottle It’s the little things right? It even has a neat little motivational note in it!

Today I’ve got to make an appointment for a hair cut with a new salon and new stylist.. I get my hair cut about once a year and that’s even when I know my stylist! I really don’t enjoy getting my hair cut So cross your fingers that it’ll be painfree and I’ll be assigned a sweet nice lady that is nice to me and my hair

Let me go grab some toothpicks to hold open my eyelids as I write this blog entry.. good thing I can type with my eyes closed! Have you ever woken up, feeling like you slept alright and not 30 minutes later you feel like you could go back to bed? I actually have days like that more often than “normal” days actually.. and have been meaning to go for blood tests but every time I go to the walk in clinic it’s packed and I cringe just thinking about all the illnesses all these bodies in the waiting room are harbouring… waiting to latch on to a new host… ahh! OK so I ditch the clinic mostly because of the wait time.. but I really need to go for some blood tests and that damn food allergy test I’ve been putting off for over a year

Speaking of food, last night was cheat night! We chose pizza from pizza hut, pepperoni of course.. the one with not only the cheese stuffed crust but the crust is in little mini bites! Mmmm so good. Definitely an amazing cheat, since I don’t usually eat cheese or any dairy, nor breads or any grains. And the pepperoni was so fresh… yum! You need to try this stuff. For dessert I was craving a cinnamon bun for some reason, it just hit me during the day, so cinnaparts came shortly after the pizza and I destroyed them, and it was so worth it.

Doesn’t that look ridiculous? They baked it fresh, so the bread was still ooey gooey too, and piping hot.

Last night in the search for better bedside tables online I came across a blog talking about mini terrariums, and being ultra girly and loving anything miniature I’m going to go on a hunt this weekend to build a mini terrarium. Having a black thumb, we’ll see how it goes haha. That is if I can manage to stay awake until at least 3pm today!

PS – My auctions end today… https://www.abibids.com/index.php/page,userProfile/uid,5370

Fridays are such awesome days, they have that aura of endless possibilities! It’s like, what does the weekend hold? What magic can I get up to? Even though weekends end up being incredibly relaxed for me, it’s still awesome because I usually never plan anything and just fly by the seat of my pants through the days

I also got awesome new socks!! They’re cute and fuzzy, and aloe infused. They actually feel like they’ve got moisture in them, sort of. These aloe socks are my FAVORITE but super expensive, so I never treat myself to things like this but ooooo so luxurious. I swear, if an orgasm was in sock form, this would be what it looks like. Since it’s Frisky Friday I had to throw in some boobs and bum in the photos of course

Hope you have a great weekend! What do you have planned?