Check out my new ride! Ok so it’s not mine, but I want one SO bad Someday soon, hopefully Santa will bring me one if I’m an extra bad girl haha! It doesn’t have to be pink, I’ll take it in whatever color available, it just needs to be in good running condition and then it will be my outdoors toy

So this weekend I spent time visiting family, it was really nice catching up. Saturday was spent with my mom, and Sunday was spent with my dad. Lots of good eats too, what’s up with when you go to visit your parents they always need to feed you a LOT? Haha my dad always says I’m too skinny and this time I managed to escape without a trunk full of desserts. We hung out and enjoyed the outdoors, watched a movie and just relaxed. It was really nice

This week I think I’m going to take it easy, I’ve been needlessly stressing lately and I just need to catch my breath. I never take vacations and weekends are generally filled with errands, so I think it’s about time for some “me time”. My mom is even doggy-sitting Jack for the week so I can relax, can you believe it?! I already miss my funny bunny sooo much but I know he’ll enjoy the huge backyard and constant attention Thankfully my mum works from home too so he’ll have a buddy.

So what’s your dream vehicle? Mine is the jeep above (or any jeep) and then after that I’m hoping to get my mitts on a Harley YESSSS time to play hard since I work hard!!

I don’t know if I’m one of the lucky people out there that finds things out the hard way, after opening up and putting yourself/your emotions on the line only to find the stinky people But fortunately I HAVE found some amazing friends in the past few years, and for that I am very thankful <3

So this weekend I am spending time with my family since I haven’t hung out with them for a bit, I get to see my dads new car! He’s jazzed so that makes it all more exciting. I’m sure the weekend will be a lot of busy running around but I’m hoping to relax after a long and stressful week. Today (Friday) I’m prepping a ton of my memorabilia to send out to some lovely fans, as well as my laptop and another computer of mine! I am so looking forward to this weekend, I always sort of escape reality (that sounds like I don’t like reality, but that’s not how it’s meant to sound) whenever I hang out with family so it’s fun I worked my tush off this week on getting some design work done for a friend, as well as tying up some loose ends with work and I feel GREAT Ready to start September with a clean slate and take over the world

What are you guys up to this weekend?

Hehe I finally got to play dress up for a photoshoot! Can you believe, in my almost 3 years of modeling for my website that I haven’t dressed up in a costume yet? Wait that’s not true, I did a cleopatra photoshoot once, and that outfit was given to me by the same lovely member that gave me this ref outfit, a big thank you to Charles <3

So yesterday I shot off a sexy photo shoot wearing this awesome playboy ref outfit, but I had to modify it a bit I wanted to be a zombie referee but didn’t have the ooey gooey green makeup to make it happen, so next time count on a Ms.Zombie coming soon.

Today I was expecting to go to my long awaited allergy appointment, but last night at around 2am I realised that they had sent me a piece of paper a month ago (about a week or two after I made the appointment) to say, please call us a week before your appointment to confirm, or your time slot will be cancelled. WHO DOES THAT?!?!?!?! Are you lost, because I am! I was so pissed when I realised, I had been waiting for this appointment for so long, and ya’ll know that I REALLY needed this allergy test because I’m highly allergic to *some* food (unknown to me still) and it would be really nice to know. Anyway, I’m cheesed and my day started with that crap, and their office is so hard to get ahold of so I’ve just been in a bunk mood all day. It sort of seems, when it rains it pours.. and everything was just going wrong today. Thankfully though, when days like this happen, I try to accomplish a lot of little things that have been bothering me, I figure “well, I’m having a bunk day already, and I have a lot of little things I don’t want to do so I’ll just do it because it’s not going to be fun” and once I get them done… I feel a lot better because I’ve accomplished things! So I got a lot of artwork finally hung up in my place (after a year of being here!) so I am now

Tonight I believe I’m going to take it easy and relax, cook up some yummy food and put up my feet and allow myself to just veg out. I’m dreaming of getting back in touch with my artistic roots, I’m just trying to decide on an outlet What are you doing tonight???

This is some awesome fan art that I just got woot! Click it for full size, and it can be used for a desktop/wallpaper

Today is one of those days where you just wake up, look at the ceiling and go “huh.” One of those totally blank days, you don’t know what to do or where to go so you just grab your kindle and decide to stay in bed. This is what I did for a good hour or two, and now I’m sitting at my desk trying to decide what I want to do with my day.. other than laundry.

Lately I’ve been thinking about just saying screw the cookie cutter, break out of the mold that we’re taught to grow in to, and buy a big rockstar tour bus and move in. Tour North America, stay where I want for however long I want and just see a bit of the world! I can model wherever I want outdoors so it all works out, I’m just trying to give it thought for a while before jumping in. Life is too damn short, I realized yesterday we’re almost in our third part of this year! It feels like I was just in Arizona with Katie and Talia in January.. except it feels like yesterday. Life passes by too fast, and I don’t want to wake up one day when I’m 90 and think to myself damn, I sure wish I would’ve traveled! So this is what is on my brain lately.

I’m thinking of just spending the weekend on a completely different path than I’d usually go, I like doing this sometimes since it feels sort of like an escape or vacation from you and you get to just shut off your brain I’m also going to go check out motorhomes and see if I could envision living in one! I know Jack would have a blast

What are you up to this weekend? I’ve got chocolate on my radar

PS – I just did up a TON of auctions! Please check em out, my auctions fund sexy new clothes to keep my site/modelling going <3

Hey hey! I just wanted to write a quickie blog letting ya’ll know about my camera raffle! My baby blue camera is looking for a new home, and the lucky raffle winner gets it + original box etc + just for you/never before seen nude photos of me! I put it on MFC cause it’s just easy for me to do a raffle there. Click here to check out the raffle + enter!

Today started off quick.. as quick as I could go since I can barely walk! Yesterdays workout left me barely able to walk, sit down or just move in general. That’s fine though because I’m going to have super toned legs! I have kind of bad knees and hips so my aim in working out is to strengthen the muscles for better support, as well as strengthening my core so I can support these awesome big boobs of mine

Anyway so I hear the doorbell and KNOW it’s the post man waiting with my new macbook pro. I don’t get up. I wait, Jack doesn’t move. I go back to sleep thinking I can pick it up from the post office later. After what seemed like an hour I was ready to get up.. scratch that, Jack was ready to get up so we went downstairs to go outside and hey, the post man was still there except in his truck! Had it really only been a few minutes? You betcha, and thankfully I know how to whistle with my thumb and forefinger *REALLY* loudly which caught his attention, and I got my macbook today yay! Turns out if I hadn’t caught him, I’d be waiting until Monday for him to come again ACK!

Sooo long story not so short, I got it all set up today and I am styling. I feel like a pimp, this thing is so sweet. I love the new OS Lion, it’s so cool! I’m just learning all the new features. Tomorrow I dive into installing bootcamp and then windows and then the MFC software on windows. You know what that means… I’m back on MFC next week! Cross your fingers I have mobility then

Tonight is cheat night, meaning I’m normally on a great diet/lifestyle of eating healthy, but tonight GAME ON. I get to eat whatever I want, and however much of it I’d like. I started off with a turkey clubhouse which is my fav food, followed by a chocolate sundae with peanuts, and next up in the lineup is a snickers, a bunch of those little Lindt chocolates, and BBQ chips AWWWW YEAAA baby! And water. Cause I like it more than anything else so yeah. And a movie! Yayyy! Have lots of fun this weekend guys, I’m taking it off and shutting down my computer so I will see ya’ll Monday! <3 Come pop in on MFC and say hay, I’ll be spending a lot of time in free chat

Oh yea, I cut my bangs back in today so come check out my new style Monday