Lately I’ve been on a natural kick, it came out of no where and was fueled by the Internet.. damn Internet!  I always have the weirdest thoughts while I’m in the shower, and about a week ago I began wondering just what is in my toothpaste. Why can’t we swallow this stuff?  It can’t be good, should I really be putting it in my mouth?  These kinds of paranoid thoughts (I think came from an episode of CSI) persuaded me to research ingredients in things like toothpastes and shampoos and wow, sure learnt a lot of stuff but it felt like at the end of the day, everything gives you cancer so screw it I’m going to stick with my damn toothpaste.  I tried this soap bar from a natural cosmetics store and it just sucks badly, leaves me with that dry skin feeling that I used to have when I was little and used Zest (you know that stuff from Zellers that you couldn’t wait to get out of the shower and put lotion on because it dried out your skin..) yeah it feels like that.  The damn saleswoman got me with “It’s got actual chocolate in it!” and silly me didn’t put 2+2 together.. now my shower needs to be cleaned because it’s got brown skid marks all over hah!  Back to the pomegranate soap I love so much (smells great, try it)!

This past week has felt sort of like Christmas to me, which is great!  I’ve been receiving things in the mail from fans and it’s so much fun!  I just got some wicked pasties from Charles, what a sweetie.  They are very burlesque, especially the white lace hearts.

So a month has passed with the hair bet, and so far neither of us have cut our hair.. though I have seen a glimmer of hope a few days ago, James was going nuts!  I personally think hair/no hair, both look great on guys, but I’d imagine a shaved head is much less upkeep.  C’mon shopping spree!  My dad and I were speaking a while ago and he most definitely is my hippie-hero, he’s almost got hair as long as mine!  He’s encouraging me to keep not dying my hair, and to grow it out really long so I can donate to locks of love.  I think that sounds like a fantastic idea and I’m sure my members will love that I’m growing my hair out, and it helps me in the hair bet too because I have a goal, something to look forward too!   Exciting!

Today is a very lazy day, I had an amazing lunch of shrimp, steamed spinach, and rice.. yum!  I’m trying to jump back on the eating healthy bandwagon as I’ve got bad tummy problems that only get worse with bad food so fish/fruit/veggies is pretty much what I SHOULD be eating… *dreams of strawberry cupcakes* oh well I’ll treat myself sometimes!  But it always makes me feel extra sexy in front of the camera when I’ve been eating healthy, and we’re shooting tomorrow!  I’ve got some great ideas.. I picked up some strawberries and whip cream hint hint… Very fun times to be had here!  I’m thinking of getting out of the house to get rid of some energy, I’ve been cooped up all day.  Hope everyone had a great Thursday, almost TGIF! Ciao!

B