Hey guys, I just wanted to pop in to let everyone know that I’ve been feeling a little sick today and I probably won’t be very active in my blog for a few more days.  Don’t worry, all is ok!   I’m just going to take it very easy and rest a lot for a while, which means loads of sleep.  As always thank you for the very kind comments ProTender, they make my day!

xo
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My breakfast that is!  Lately I’ve started having protein shakes for breakfast instead of my regular oatmeal, it’s just way easier to prepare when I’m barely awake!  They’re super healthy so it’s all good, I’ve just been drinking the normal protein shakes, so I got the girly stuff, Muscle Milk Light that’s chocolate milk flavored yummy.  I tried some tonight with water and it was a no-go, so I’ll have to drink it with milk.  The banana creme that I’m used to I could drink with water!

Today I woke up with a start, I had been having nasty nightmares full of murder and gory stuff with blood all over.. I have NO clue why I have so many nightmares!  I thought it was normal to have lots of nightmares but when comparing with other people.. I think I’m a little fucked up.  Oh well, as long as the dark stuff stays in my dreams and not in my real world!

Today I set up a date for Wednesday, I have not one.. but TWO girls scheduled to come over to shoot!  Fun!  It’s been a long time since I’ve shot anyone, so it should be fun.  One of the girls has never stepped in front of a camera I think, so it should be interesting.  The other has some experience but we’ve never met so it should be veree interesting if I say so!  It will be tons of fun though, and I will be sure to show you a few photos from our photo shoots.

Christmas is coming up and I’ve been avoiding figuring out travel plans, sigh.. why do the holidays always have to be so stressful?  I saw a preview for the movie Four Christmases and I really want to see it!  I’m falling asleep on my keyboard now so it’s bedtime for me, ciao!

B

Relationships are a really funny thing aren’t they?  Sometimes you can physically be right next to them, but so far away from them mentally.. and other times you haven’t even met the person in real life but you’re far closer to them than a lot of your real life friends, if that makes sense.  It’s also strange how just words on a screen can change your world, upset you, or make you the happiest person alive!

I talked on the phone for over 2 hours with a friend that I’ve had since we were very little, and though we haven’t seen each other in over a year it feels like we’re still just as close as we were when we hung out together every day.  I can’t wait for the day when we can go back to seeing each other all the time!

Then other times, someone who you’ve never been friends with, never spoken with, comes into your world with a few words on a screen and just messes things up like a toddler with finger paint.  I’ve had a few of these happen in my life, and seems like a few more than normal recently.  I just wish people would remember that even though they’re only words on a screen, it can still really affect someone.  *shrugs* I don’t understand why people seem to sit down at a keyboard and instantly get angry or spiteful, it’s just really weird how some people change you know?

Anyway everything else is happy happy in my world, tomorrow I’m going to pick up a few more books from my library that I’ve ordered in woot!  Ciao

B

Wow guys, I didn’t know I haven’t updated in a few days.. sorry about that!  Honestly nothing is really new in my world though.  I’ve been makeup shopping, tanning, and out and about to eat of course.  Isn’t my tanning place the coolest?  I’ve always wanted someone to come and make one of my walls a mural, and definitely plan on it in the future!

Today I went on a makeup run and bought some new lipsticks, I’m teaching myself how to do the Jenna Jameson lips, yum!  I’ve always liked the nude/pink barely there yet so yummy lips.. so I thought I’d teach myself.  I like it!  I’ve been teaching myself a lot of other fun makeup tricks lately too. 

Not to sound too girly though, I’ve also been reading The Dirt by Motley Crue, it’s all the guys biographies!  So far so good, man the life of rock and roll sounds crazy!  I just got to the part where Nikki Sixx was getting into black magic and making forks and knives fly and stick to the ceiling.  Weird book, and a little hard to keep track of everyone, but still very good.  I’d definitely recommend it!  I’ve ordered in a few other books from author James Frey, my brother recommended them so I’ll see how they are.

My dad just came out of surgery today and all is well, he just had surgery on his knee but it’s been a long time coming.  He sounded like a happy camper.. that is until we got on topic of the computer.  He hates these things!  It’s so hard to try to fix probelms for him over the phone as well, since he uses "this stupid window" and "it blinked" to describe things.  How the hell am I supposed to fix a stupid window that blinked, then returned to the other window?  Arg.. and I just sent him a laptop that was all configured for him too.. somehow it’s fucking up already, and really getting on my nerves! 

Oh oh oh!  Last night we ran to Future Shop and picked up the Star Wars dvd box sets because.. drum roll… I haven’t seen a star wars movie yet.  I know!  I watched the first one.. er.. the FOURTH one, but it was the first one made in 77.. and to be honest guys I thought it was really going to blow.  Like, see little spaceships on wires, blow.  But it didn’t, I was so relieved!  It was pretty good though I was tired and didn’t follow it, we’re going to watch the next one in a few days so I’ll let you know what I think.  But it’s time for Grey’s Anatomy so off to the couch I go!  Ciao!

B

I just got back from Boston Pizza for appy night, woohoo!  We grabbed some twist bread, cactus cut potatoes, apple crisp, and my favorite…. chocolate explosion.  Sooo yum.  Sooo bad for you!

Not much is new around my house today, I worked for a while and then caught up on some desperate housewives!  I tape them because I don’t much like television.. but when I’m bored it’s nice to have something to take my mind off of things and occupy me.  Last night I watched hmm.. 2 or 3 episodes of Gossip Girl, I do like this show!  I admit I hated the first episode because it was laden with drama, but I’ve gotten more into the rich-girl story line and it’s good.

I finished reading my Jenna Jameson book, I wish it wouldn’t have ended!  It was a really great book and I enjoyed reading it, and tonight I’m onto the Motley Crue tell all book, hopefully it will be as interesting.  Other than that I’ve been taking it easy since I got sick, I’m better and I don’t want to get ick again!  Off to watch a movie, night guys!

B