It’s sneak peek time! This photoshoot (the uncensored version) isn’t going live until tomorrow but I funkin love it! This was up there on the shakin-in-my-boots scale of “Are we going to get busted?” racing through my mind constantly. In the photos you’ll generally only see one massive skyscraper office building with hundreds of windows facing me.. but what you’re not seeing is the two other buildings beside it all facing me as well. Plus we were in a parkade that anyone could drive up at any moment, but that’s half the fun of my photoshoots After this shoot I fortunately had my normal clothing sitting beside the video camera (that was taping the behind-the-scenes) which I put on in no hurry afterwards and probably 3-5 seconds later a van with two guys comes around the corner, almost busted! Being the incredible nude ninja that I am though made it in time so no boobies for them muahaha! Oh well, I had my whip with me for protection

Today is sort of a catch up day, trying to shove as much work as I can into my days this week since I took last week off pretty much with family here, and the week before I was sick, but everything is getting done and actually in a pretty timely manner which makes me happy. I’m going shopping soon though, if the cable guy ever gets here to boost my internet speed (I outwork my cable connection! hehe) and I’m hoping to find some very special art supplies, as well as some other weird shit that I can staple gun to my walls for makeshift backdrops for photoshoots on those rainy days that I’m feeling bad and can’t get outside to shoot. It sounds cheesy but trust me it’ll all work out, you guys know that I put a lot of work into my site and won’t let crap slip through so no worries I have a surprise for you all coming soon, no hints though but you’re really going to like it… and if not hey I’m going to have a blast doing it anyway. Have a wicked thursday, welcome to Septemburrrrrr!

Have you ever had one of those days, maybe weeks where you just don’t feel like yourself? You don’t feel like working, or hangin out, or going shopping or to the park or whatever you usually do so you just bum on the couch in front of the tv. I had one of those days yesterday, mostly last night but had no clue why and woke up this morning feeling like myself again, but then it came back and I was a couch-bum all day today. Actually I got a lot accomplished today, did a lot of grown up responsible things that are never fun, but after that it was couch couch couch. I was all pumped to go art supplies shopping but never made it because I lost my oomph. Maybe tomorrow I will make it. I just need a big group hug I think. Whenever I feel like this I take me time and chill out, tonight I did my nails because the black was getting ratty (I wish it stayed a lot longer so my low-maintenance ass can always have pretty nails) and Jack is too little to lay across both of my feet so I’m thinking about taking a bath.. after fruit loops. I’m such a weiner for eating great when it’s night time… damn munchies. Thankfully I tossed all the bad food a week ago and I’m too lazy to go to the store for a junk-food-fix when I’m having a craving so although I piss myself off I do stay skinny because of it haha. Anyhoo I’m off to get the “Pornstar Dancer” song out of my head and soak in the tub while I think about all the fun things I’m going to find tomorrow in the art supply store

xxB

WOW am I ever tired! I feel like I’ve been hit by a truck, so much has been going on in my days the past week. With family here and gone and here and gone and constantly cleaning just wow.. I’m ready to hibernate. The house is a mess, I’m sure you can understand after having company over it’s a nut house. I’ve been trying to stick to my healthy eating but haven’t had time to cook so it’s been a lot of japanese food and edo japan take out. If you’ve never tried edo japan it’s good stuff, give er a go!

Today is sort of back to normal, I finally get to chat with my wicked members tonight live inside my site.. but first I’m going to go shower and get cleeeean then time for shopping! I’m shopping for some fun photoshoot stuff, not really aiming for anything in specific but we’ll see what I can find. Anyway sorry for the short blog butttt my brain is still whirling around from all the excitement of the past week, I’ll be more talkative tonight

My little bunny Jack sure makes a good Jack skin rug doesn’t he? He enjoys being in the same room as me all the time and last night he was enjoying the coolness of the floor on his belly, I love when he lies like this haha! Anyway we’ve been busy running around being tourists and enjoying the world with family lately but last night we totally vegged and watched some tv like zombies and my brother (as usual) crashed on the couch as soon as we flipped on the tv. I don’t blame him, I had a nap too lol it seems whenever he’s around we turn into kids again and neither of us can stay awake on the couch.. we always used to nap on the couch in front of cartoons. Napping before bedtime is a great idea no?

Today I think we’re going to be touring around just spending the day driving and checking stuff out, taking lots of photos and being the shitty tourist drivers that I don’t enjoy being behind oops! Oh well, it’ll be fun. I suspect we’ll be in and out all day though, stopping in to visit Jack and let him out.. and maybe for a nap haha. Almost TGIF weee dinner party tomorrow!

This lovely weekend I enjoyed my first hike of the year (bad I know) and it was awesome! It was Jacks first time going for a walk in the “wilderness” and he was pretty nervous. He got to drink out of a stream with a mini waterfall, unfortunately got some burrs stuck to his leg but were only there for a few minutes before I found them and rescued him, and fortunately didn’t meet any bears. There were warning signs for bears which made it more exciting but honestly I just loved going for a walk without the fumes from cars, and it smelled so nice. Here are some pics from the iphone on the way…

Pretty isn’t it? That waterfall looks huge in the pic haha but it was only about a foot and a half high. I was going to sleep soo well because I was pooped but it was the first night on the new mattress and I found out I need to buy a padded topper haha. For supper I had a yum pulled pork sandwich and salad but ended up ditching the bread. I’m currently on a health kick for fun and well err health too, so I’m drinking lots of water and trying to stay close to “earth food” (veggies, fruits, meats… no processed or packaged if I can help it). Family arrives today to visit, we’ve got a week of fun planned which already sounds tiring haha! I promised my brother we could go to Dennys and get some costco ice cream because they’re his favorites, and I think there’s either a BBQ or pizza party at the end of the week to end things off on a fun note. Anyway hope you’re having a wicked rad Monday!

This is my belly button. It does not feel good. lol I guess it doesn’t look too pretty either, forgive the puffy swollen from being cut look I got my belly button pierced when I was 12 or 13, then again a few months later so it was straight (here’s some advice, don’t let your hairstylist pierce your belly button). Many moons have passed and I decided I didn’t want a belly ring anymore so I took it out for a few years and thought it would close up but apparently it had completely healed and was here to stay. A lot of photoshoots I’ve done with no belly ring, I just grew out of wanting one but the little scar there has bothered me for a while so I figured hey it would be a simple procedure right? Assuming this, I calmly go in and leave with a lot more stitches than I thought I’d have, and a swollen pissed off little belly button. Would I still do it if I knew of the pain? Hmm.. probably because I have a decent pain tolerance, it was most annoying giving people hugs or my shirt rubbing on it. This is a pretty picture as it’s healed a bit since last week lol I’ll leave the gore at home for you guys I get my stitches out on Tuesday yipee! I’m not a fan of getting stitches out, but I bet it’ll be a little less painful than getting my scar removed heh. I’ve had a lot of piercings since my belly button but none have stayed as long and fortunately I have no scars like I had on my belly (I’m especially thankful because through my rebellious teen years most of my piercings were on my face).

Today started off sort of whack, I fell asleep around 4:30am and woke up around 8:50am with an angry tummy that wouldn’t let me sleep. I finally had a nap around 11am and here we are! I’m hoping to get in the shower to smell like roses once again and then my new mattress should be here! F U tempurpedic, I’m going old school back to a mattress I know (cross my fingers) I can trust. No pillow top, nothing fancy, individual pocket coil yeeeea I’m an excited lady. Then if it’s not blazing hot outside I think it’s time to introduce my bunny Jack to the wilderness and go for a hike in the forest. Excited!

So today I woke up feeling all blargh and nasty and totally not cute. So no pictures of me in todays blog ^.^ heh but I present you lots of cute little fluffies.. I think I might just have to adopt a little monkey for Jack some day soon. Do monkeys shed? Hmm.. in other interesting news last night was the first time I’ve left my house since hmm Wednesday I believe! That’s how fantastic I’ve felt, yuck. It was a trip to McDonalds because I’m sort of an emotional eater.. when I feel like celebrating it’s with food generally, but isn’t everyone for the most part? Mmm mm McDonalds french fries just out of the fryer, so good. Anyway I guess my body was pissed because I woke up with a smashing headache, super bloated, very hot, my allergies were bonkers and it was an all around hell for me when I woke up at 1:30pm lol so I chose to catch some Golden Girls and ended up having a nap and woke up feeling a lot better but still hot. So I sit here in my bra and panties trying to cool down, but I did get my bangs cut today (by myself of course) so I do feel productive. And I’m bringing you cute cuddly fuzzies so that’s another productive thing. Ok I promise I’ll make a video blog or at least snap a candid of me being a doof sometime soon if the cuddly fuzzies aren’t well received *giggle* =^.^=

My days seem to have meshed into one another, I’ve lost track of what day it is, what time it is, sorry guys! I haven’t been feeling too well lately, I think I might be catching something but I’m trying to ward it off and sleep a lot to not get sick. It’s rare in life that I actually listen to my body, when I feel tired I’ve been taking a nap.. falling asleep to my Golden Girls heh. I’ve gotten SO bored lately though, sitting on my butt in front of the tv, yeah Golden Girls is great and all but I’ve got too many ants in my pants to just sit for too long, but even when I take Jack outside to pee I get so tired so I’ve got to listen to my body. Today I’ve been on the computer working on my site though so it’s a nice change of pace, but I’m getting sleepy so I think it might be time for a nap soon. I’m also hitting designers-block too lol, damn! I hate when that happens.. I just sort of stare at my screen for a bit.. then go screw around in the bellaforums or wherever, then back to photoshop to stare at my screen some more.. ah screw it it’s nap time heh. Anyway if you watch big brother go peek into the bellaforums, I made a thread about it! By the way, did you get to see the meteor shower last night? I was going to try to stay awake, but I ended up sleeping from 10:30pm last night until 12:30 this afternoon o.O can you believe it?! I couldn’t.. and I actually wanted to stay in bed but breakfast was waiting! Anyway hope you have a wicked weekend and get up to lots of trouble